Thursday, September 4, 2008
reminders and couch camping
Yesterday was a hard day. I had so many reminders that I had lost my baby. From phone calls, to brochures, to being around a whole room of pregnant women. Even the lady who drew my blood at the hospital yesterday was super pregnant. I need to shop for a shower gift for a couple that Jon works with. I think I'll take Jon along with me.....don't really want to do that on my own. I really have been good. I've had my ups and downs. Yesterday was a down day. The ending was rather strange too. I went over to my friend Adriana's house. We were supposed to watch Roman Holiday (one of my favorites) but their connection was down.....so we watched Pearl Harbor....or I tried too. Wyatt was being really cute but really distracting. Thanks Adriana for entertaining us last night while Jon taught school! :0) We got home about 9pm (late night for Wyatt) and Jon had sealed the shower grout in our master bathroom. Oh pee-uuu! The smell was awful. We ending up camping out in the living room. Jon, in a sleeping bag and me on the couch. That was actually kind of fun. Anyway, all that to say things are better here in the Vashey house but both our hearts still hurt. This will probably be the last post about this. I don't want to dwell on it.....not stuff it....but not dwell on it.