a You're probably wondering what happened to my birth story. Well.........I haven't really wanted to talk or write about it. I still get shivers when I think about it. It wasn't so much Zane's birth as what happened afterwards. I have to fill out my hospital survey, so maybe I'll finally wrap my mind around it and be able to place it here. I have a beautiful new son who is so sweet, but I still have some things to work out emotionally with God.....plus lots of laundry and diapers.